Morale@Work?

Work Sucks!

How do you feel excited to go to work when you see the company fall apart?
My workmates have been made redundant.
I'm only kept here because of my liason with clients...they are use to me...im the friendly face/voice amongst the engineers...

I wish i was made redundant, so I can pursue other roles...and get the agency to work for me in finding a role, vesus me quitting and getting the agent to help me find another role...i dont think they would be happy with that.

I applied for a job and in the end it was between me and another person. I was not chosen...oh well...moving right along...

I dont mind staying here, if the company wasnt acquired and changes were made slowly...but the changes have been so rapid. Its only been slightly longer than a week since the acquisition was finalised. And yesterday, all the redundancies were complete. All the people who wanted to be handed a redundancy package were kept on, all the people who wasnt expecting it - got the chop.

The people who got the chop were all the really friendly and nice people who were supportive and really sweet to me. I'm gonna miss them sooo much. I feel so sad...the family that my company was, is now gone or in a different office location.

One workmate is swamped with work cos his manager is moving to the city to work with the company that acquired us, and his collegue was made redundant, so the area in which he works in is now empty and so he has a tonne of work to do...all in silence. The other people in the cubicles after the ones beside him, will be moving away too...so this whole area will be empty...i told him that i would walk by deliberately so that he could have human contact once in a while! And he knows when it is me, because of the way i walk and the click of my heels...he announces my entry...hehehehe..."and here comes *petals* to visit me..."

I dont feel motivated to do anything anymore...and ino that when im made permanent, i'll also be swamped too with work. The number of customers will quadriple and (in the grapevine) i'll be doing the reporting too - which mind you, use to be done by a person full time! But i wont be paid accordingly for it, cos the new company is only worried about its own back...not what will become of our lil company.

-_-"