Trifecta...

So long, farewell...

I was ecstatic when Haley got kicked out from Idol last nite.

I have never liked her from the start...

To me she seemed pretentious...look at the fact that she had a "Thank You" speech prepared for last nite. I heard she "prepared it a few weeks back"...but *ugh*!

She always appeared selfish to me. The moment she knew she was safe each week, she would rush to her "safe" seat on the couch...other contestants who find out that they are NOT getting booted off, linger on the stage while hugging the other contestant saying good bye.

Grrr...

I told him that he was in "no position to say that to me"!

He got offended.

I got pissed off!

He made me cry out of disappointment.

I'm over it now...fudgin PMS!

Hole in my heart

SATC is capable of filling up the void in a single girl's heart. But to a girl who is in a relationship...it has the capacity to create a bigger void.

I was swept away from all the romanticism between Carrie and Alexsandr...especially that horse and buggy ride at the end.

Im trying to be realistic, really i am...but i cant deny that it is what i want...from my partner...

He asked me to go to the World Cup with him in 2006. Going to Germany isnt a bad idea...i love travelling and i want to travel as much as i possibly can...but i was daunted, and a bit frightened...he obviously knows what he wants...i am obviously more skeptical and cautious.

I didnt say yes, but i didnt say no...and i told him that i was astonished that he had asked me to go with him...i asked how he was so certain that we would be together in 2006? He questioned me, "Dont u think we'll be together then?"

I dont know.
Who can be certain of where they will be tomoro?
No one.