Have i finished spitting the dummy yet?

Okay...a concerned friend read my blog and said i sounded "angsty"...so here is my attempt to sound "perky" for a bit...although, let me warn you...this may freak out every guy as it concerns the W word...for those a bit slow: WEDDING!

On a much more cheery note...on Saturday i took my mother out grocery shopping as usual...her friend showed us a ring (she sells diamonds wholesale) and it was gorgeous! it wasnt too big slightly bigger than a carat...an emerald cut, D colour...not sure about the inclusions but it looked pretty to me...it had two triangles on the side of the main rock...on a white gold band.

It fit my ring finger perfectly...and if i could choose an engagement ring, i could not have asked for a more ideal ring!

So, that is the ring covered...

My mother is currently sewing a beautiful black dress for the Spring/Summer 04 collection. i didnt get to see it before i came home after shopping with her. She suggested to me that it would actually be a lovely wedding gown - it even has its own train, while i drove her to get the groceries before hand.

When i got home, i tried the dress on...and uno what im going to say, right? As if u didnt have a clue! :P

The dress fit like a glove and in white instead of black, it would be my perfect wedding dress! The samples my mother makes only come in size 8...which made me feel even better about it. But everything about the dress was what i would have wanted for my wedding gown.

It was simple, but stylish...it basically flowed with my curves, accentuated my waist...showed off my back...and it was just perfect.

I'm like the biggest hypocrite on the face of this Earth!

But i think i can justify my feelings...

I have always said that i didnt want to marry...and i still dont want to marry someone...but i want to have a wedding!

I like being busy and i like the stress of organising things...i want to wear a pretty dress...and people have to tell me to my face that i look pretty in it (even if i dont! *LoL*)...I like the concept of having a big party with my family and friends...basically im a glutton for punishment!

ahahahhahaha

So, here i am...i have found my ring, and my dress...i need a would be groom!
*RofL*
=P

There was a guy...that M later revealed to me, that he was most probably chatting me up...which all happened on Saturday...so there is a potential guy! ;) My mother likes him too! ahahahhhahhaa