One of those days...

Its typical.

So typical!

>_<

I'm having one of those days where im trying my hardest to have a "lovely" day...but everywhere i turn, every person i interact with is giving me the shits!
Yes you heard me, the shits!

I dont often swear and yet today, i just cant seem to control the lewd and coarse language...im starting to have a foul mouth, like a sailor!
=(

I also hate it when im on the phone with a customer and a workmate is on my back making jokes and saying my name out loud to irritate me. Its not very professional if someone is bugging u soo much to the extent in which u need to turn around and bash them. Not that i did turn around and hurt him...but i wanted to!!!

Another workmate, during my lunch break asked me, "what could make u feel better about the situation, less unhappy with working here?"

To be honest, i dont know...more money? security? feel valued within the company? to have less people on my back? to have less stress altogether?

Can i say all of the above???

The thing is i have to do twice the job as everyone else, and i get paid less. Which is why i do more, cos my manager thinks he can milk me for what its worth. Allow me to rephrase that, he wants to milk me for twice as much as im worth without paying the price! Im worth approxiamtely $12-15K more than what im getting, and thats at the bare minimum. So of course i feel crap each day i go to work and realise that almost everyone in here is doing less work than i am, and to top it off, i know that they are getting paid much more than i am!

So, if u could change all of that and give the customers some manners...i might just have a different, non-typical day that may resemble a day that is sort of lovely!

Although the day is clear and sunny, i feel crap! CRAP i tell u!
=(