Moments that pass you by...

I tend to have an idea as to what i would like to write about on this blog...usually the nite before an epiphany hits me...but by the time i get to work...if im really busy...i cant be bothered...so the moment passed.

You cant go back to the moment unless the same thing happens or it dawns on you even stronger.

Today, im backlogging some ideas. Im going against the grain...but some of these things were quite poignant at the time...so im going to do something that is out of the norm!

Dreaming: I'm one of those people who sleep easy. Once my head hits my pillow, give me about 5 minutes or so and i will fall asleep...I'm also one of those people who do not dream when they sleep...or they just dont recall any of their dreams when they wake.

On Monday nite I actually had a few dreams and i recalled it in the morning. I think it was the rain and wind outside that disturbed me.

One of the dreams was so vivid.

I was in India on a safari like trip. There were 3 people from work...Kerry, Anthony and Glen...a newlywed couple from India...and a wacky tour guide. We trekked through a jungle to get to this scary amuzement park in the middle of the jungle. I nearly died a few times just getting there...

When we entered the amuzement park we headed to a "water ride" only this water ride was on sheets of tin roofing in a river filled with leeches, piranhas, barracudas, every form of water snakes...*yuck*

I'm not sure why i was dreaming such a dream...

All involved got a sheet of tin roofing each as a "seat" for their "water ride" and we had to hash each sheet together and the wacky guide was steering us through the river...if the sheets that we hashed together separated, the person on that sheet had to somehow re-join the sheet to the rest of the groups...

O_o

Yeah...it was quite weird...i woke up, although wanting to understand and know more, by the sound of my alarm.

Circle of friends: The last couple to get together from my group of friends...well they had a "coming out" sort of situation...the bf totally crushed his friend, by bringing the girl that the friend still likes to a dinner party that he was at! I think he introduced the girl to everyone else as his girlfriend...obviously loud enough for the friend to hear...

The girl told that friend that she wasnt interested in having a relationship with anyone...it wasnt about him...but her demonstration by going with her bf, basically says otherwise! It screams in the friend's face that HE wasnt the one she wanted to be with and the moment the guy who she wanted to be with turned up...she was ready to be his girlfriend!

*ugh*

Everyone is coming up to me, cos she told everyone that she was talking to me about it...everyone is pissy with me cos they think i urged her on to go out with her bf. BUT i didnt tell her to do anything...

In terms of situation like these...im often on the fence...i dont want to sound like someone's mother! Altho, i sorta did...i asked her "What about "him"??? Dont you think its a bit soon?...the guy is going to be hurt...poor guy..."

Her response to that was that she already told him that she wasnt interested...i then reiterated: "But...he still likes you, and now ur going to go out with one of his close friends??? O_O"

She continued talking...i was just silent...she then asked why i wasnt talking...i told her i was shocked...and i was just reminding myself to breathe! This was getting crazy and out of hand...

In less than a week, the two people involved became a couple! Like what the???

I told a friend who was asking me about it the whole deal...i informed her that she was more aware of what was going on than i was...as i didnt even know they were a "couple"...that everyone knew about it before i did!
=P

She said that everyone is disappointed in the two of them...that they have very little regard for the friend that is currently hurting over the betrayal...

>_<>TOO much affection publicly...

She told me how disgusted she was with the couples...

One nite, when she was being dropped off by one of them after a nite out...the gf was dropping the bf off and my friend was in the back seat of the car...they kissed good bye and apparently, it utterly turned off my friend...she felt it was soooo WRONG! to pash in front of a friend...

I laughed at her, cos she was literally shaking from the disturbance! The visual was still embedded in her mind! I admit, if i witnessed that, i would have gagged too!

Remember, these guys are like brothers and sisters to me...so in my head, its still all too wrong!

Olympics: I wasnt really into it from the countdown to the opening ceremony(i actually missed it)...i was adamant about not watching either...i was peeved that i couldnt watch my normal shows...if anything it was disturbing my life! (i'm sooking!)

I found myself on the weekend, though, cheering whilst watching the heats for our swimmers. I also found myself cheering...for Australia's best "Thorpie" and for all of the women swimmers...I started screaming as though i was there, watching it live!

I think i need to get out more...ahahaha