What happens now? I'm stuffed!

I saw a man driving a big sedan (can't remember the make now) as i was driving home...i chuckled when i looked at the number plate and at the man. This man is big and robust...so when i read the black and white number plate: BRA 10D...i just couldnt help but laugh...cos he looked more like a 26D than a 10D...i know its silly, cos his name is probably BRAD...but anyways...

I finally sat down and painted a picture on Sunday afternoon. Amidst the hail storm and feeling emotional, i painted an abstract picture. It may not look like much to anyone, but it holds significance to me. I would describe it as a painting expressing my various emotions that afternoon, in all its glory and in all its permutations!

I have a secret admirer that i found out from my mother. Its sweet that he thinks of and only does admire from afar. He feels that he isnt enough of a "man" for me...perhaps due to his occupation or his background...whatever the reason, its nice to know that someone thinks im beautiful! Pity that he has very little self confidence...

I visited my ex-workmate (that i'll be going to his wedding in 2 weeks time) at his store...he told me about his bucks nite...well he had a whole day of fun! He went white water rafting with 5 other mates...then he went to have a drinks nite afterwards and one of the guys brought his wife! Like, how wrong is that?!

So, he called me while i was heading towards a restaurant to have dinner for my brother's birthday. Lucky for him (i think) that my lil brother was practicing his driving on his L plates, so i could actually answer my phone...it was difficult to actually be rude to him cos my parents were in the car as well (and the fact that maybe he doesnt really deserve it)...and i find out later that mum (who was beside me), heard most of what he was saying to me (i swear i turned the volume down)...He asked me out, i think...well were having dinner tonite...i guess, i owe it to myself to give it a proper chance? I dont know...i was hoping that Missy Higgin's free gig was on tonite, so that i could email or call back today and say: "Sorry, im actually busy tonite!" When he suggested that we "meet up", he asked whether or not i was free tonite, and i sat there juggling "gym...dinner...gym...dinner...gym...?" Told M that i juggled the decision and was more inclined to say "gym", but she finished that droll with "Dinner".

I must be going crazy or something...or maybe its because everyone is getting married this month, but im thinking about "weddings" more often! I dont know, what the heck for!?!? Allow me to clarify though, i want a "Wedding" not a "Marriage"...that is, i want a party...to wear a beautiful dress...to prance around...to receive a lot of jewellery from family members...im the oldest girl in my family (within all my cousins) so ino they will spoil me! ahahahaha Gosh, im being a brat!

I must stop thinking these thoughts, otherwise one day, i will actually act out my thoughts!