Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Less Talk, More Action...

I think too much...

I talk awfully too much...

What i need to do more of, is to just do.

I rarely take much action, because after talking to myself, or my logical train of thought...they convince me otherwise...i procrastinate and sit quietly patting myself on the back for avoiding conflict or the possibility of getting hurt.

Vulnerability is a sign of weakness, but there is a catch!

If you do not take the chance and make urself vulnerable, then the chance to be happy can slip right by.

I seem well collected...i seem confident...but i fear within my guilded cage that i superimposed on myself.

I dont like vulnerability being part of my vocabulary...i much rather the words: sane, together, calm, secure...

Security...thats the key!

But how do u achieve that sense of security? By going out there and overcoming ur fears!

And when i try to overcome my fears, i become the most neurotic insane person that keeps falling apart...grr...i keep falling off the horse...how painful!

But i will try again...and this time around, exposing my vulnerability...i hope that it wont be taken for granted!

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