Lose my breath?

I was sitting in my car, stuck in traffic on the M4 listening to Destiny's Child new song - Lose my breath. This was last nite, by the way...

I dont know if it was the beat of the music...it couldnt have been the lyrics, as it is quite difficult to hear clearly when the girls sing it...but as i was just sitting there, stuck behind another car, i was suddenly hit with a reality.

I like being single.

I dont want my single life to be changed in any way, not right now.

I then pondered...does he need to know how i feel? Its not like he is going to be my boyfriend next week, but say in a months time...if he decides that he wants to be more than what it is right now...do i break it to him then? that id rather not be in a "committed" relationship any time in the near future???

Would he think that i had wasted his time, if i chose to tell him later and not now? Now, when i know that this is how i feel?

I would want to know right away...so no further emotions will develop...and i wont get hurt as badly.

But if i tell him now, wouldnt it freak the guy too? Its almost like automatic disqualification...think Ian Thorpe in the 400m freestyle(?) qualifier for the Olympics. Me, totally jumping the gun, before knowing his intentions.

*Good one petals*

=(

btw...i really like the songs: Natasha Bedingfield - "These Words" and The Killers - "Somebody Told Me" and Switchfoot - "Meant to Live"...and obviously i quite like Destiny's Child new song - "Lose My Breath".