i still feel crap...but for a different reason!

I'm really an ungrateful b!tch sometimes...

I feel so guilty!!!

I just received a box from Roses Only...a dozen of beautiful red roses...with all the extras with it.

I am currently loathing myself.

I could barely smile when i saw the delivery guy...

I actually wanted to cry.

Even while i called to say "Thank You"...I dont think i did it any justice...

I am ashamed of myself.

What has become of me???

I am a fool.