I've cracked...

I think i've broken through my stress threshold and now im sitting at my desk like a zombie...

Or it could have been the fact that i have just stuffed myself with a corn fritters salad and a soy berry smoothie.

I ran a meeting with the client, third party and our security specialist in the afternoon yesterday.

Prior to it, i had to revise network security and encryption in under 30 minutes.

According to my workmates, who overheard my conference call, i sounded very professional until i introduced our security specialist. They overheard me because all the meeting rooms were booked and i decided to open the conference call at my desk...with the headset on.

I did everything fine. It went well. But there was so much to follow up on and i was soo tired...

Billing for the month is due today and i didnt have time to do it yesterday...but as the trooper i am, i fast tracked to do it today. And even though i did it the long way (cos i had to) i managed to finish before 1pm.

I had lunch...and now i cant seem to focus on work. I cant seem to get motivated. Its like all my energy has been zapped out of me. Did i push myself too hard to get the billing done by lunch time? Am i just passed that point of being overly stressed? Uno that point where you have been hungry for the last hour or so, but you still havent had the chance to eat and so you dont feel hungry anymore???

I think what i am feeling is being stressed for a bit too long/bit too much and therefore i dont quite feel stressed anymore...i'm beyond being stressed.

I've made an executive decision to leave at 4pm on the dot. Well, i got in before 8am...and have been leaving this place very late, every day this week.

I need to sleep. I need to switch off.