Calm...cool...relaxed...

I am really surprised that everything has come together for me this year.

I am blessed.

I am very lucky, actually.

I am also uttery grateful for the events that have occurred this year as they have unfolded, when they have unfolded.

If he didnt break my heart when he did, i would not have decided definitively that i was going to explore Europe on my own.

Making the decision to go to Europe forced me to save more this year.

Then the opportunity to buy the house came up and with the help of the government, as a first home buyer, things just came together. It was a struggle at the time and being a single buyer it was somewhat tricky.

But since the home has been settled and the fact that i recently paid for my trip in full...things have gone quiet.

Not at all bad.

My finances are in order. I'm going to allow myself to splurge a little this month...it is Christmas after all...but i will start saving again next year...its always smarter to have a little tucked away for a rainy day...and i am thinking about taking mum to SG and KL for Christmas in 2007 after my Europe trip.

Life is good at the moment. I spend more time with "the girls" (my nieces), as well as the girls (friends)...and all the guys. I spend more time at home. I actually want to be at home - relaxing. And i do things on my own - who better to spend time with? I mean, i have to live in this body for the rest of my life.

I am happy. Actually content. I am at ease.

Life can always be improved...but i really dont have the right to complain at this point in time!

So, im just going to party, party, party.

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