Resolutions for the Year of the Rat...

Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate it! I wish you good health and immense joy for the new year.

I didn't make any resolutions for 2008 on the 1st of January, so I figured I would make some now.

Lately, I have been feeling as though my mind and heart are in a bitter battle. And I realise that I'm at a crossroad.

I have decided to push on with what I have...with the direction I have started with...and hope that it will all work out sooner or later. Its the same scenario with my degree. I struggled with it, and I battled with myself on whether I should change or just keep at it. And keeping at it ended up being the solution...because of it, I found my direction after all.

So, I'm hoping the same thing will happen here, again. I am hoping that if I continue with what I am doing now and continue to grow with it...then one day it will pan out and I will see something shine on the horizon and I will finally see that I have made the right choice...and realise that it has been the right choice all along.

Truth be told, as always...if I had to make another choice, I wouldn't know what else to choose.

But that bitter battle with myself, that I mentioned earlier, not sure if that one will pan out. And seeing that I am sticking to my guns, well the bitter battle will just have to struggle silently in the dark while I fight on - saving the world! Well, my world at least...

I have been slack with exercising since after being a bridesmaid. I think it took a toll on me. I still really enjoy running, but I just need to get my act together and actually put my running shoes on. So, I will ensure that I exercise at least 4 times a week.

I'm also going to learn how to be calm. I learnt patience while in Europe last year...its time to learn how to be calm in a stressful situation. Lately, I just vent...and venting isn't always healthy.

I'm also going to try and be 50% more of a "yes" person. I can't commit to being a 100% "yes" person...I know I will fail at that...so, I will try to say "yes" at least half of the time.

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